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Desert Rose (Роза Пустыни)
Why do you live alone (Почему ты живешь одна?)
If you are sad (Если тебе грустно,)
I'll make you leave this life (Я помогу тебе уйти из этой жизни)
Are you white, blue or bloody red (Какая ты, белая, синяя или кроваво-красная?)
All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand (Все что я вижу тонет в сером песке.)

The winds of time (Ветры времени)
You knock me to the ground (Вы склоняете меня к земле.)
I'm dying of thirst (Я умираю от жажды.)
I wanna run away (Я хочу убежать.)
I don't know how to set me free to live (Я не знаю, как мне свободу для жизни.)
My mind cries out feeling pain (Мой рассудок кричит, чувствуя боль.)

I've been roaming to find myself (Я скитался в поисках самого себя)
How long have I been feeling endless hurt (Как же долго я чувствовал бесконечную боль?)
Falling down, rain flows into my heart (Падая, дождь льется в мое сердце)
In the pain I'm waiting for you (С болью я жду тебя.)
Can't go back (Я не могу вернуться: )
No place to go back to (Мне некуда вернуться.)
Life is lost, Flowers fall (Жизнь потеряна... Цветы поникли...)
If it's all dreams (Если это сон,)
Now wake me up (Разбуди меня прямо сейчас!)
If it's all real (Если это реальность,)
Just kill me (Просто убей меня.) о, как это про меня...

I'm making the wall inside my heart (Я отгородил стеной мое сердце)
I don't wanna let my emotions get out (Не хочу выпускать мои эмоции)
It scares me to look at the world (Мне больно смотреть на мир)
Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes (Не хочу оказаться потерянным в твоих глазах.)
I tried to drown my past in grey (Я пытался утопить мое прошлое в сумраке)
I never wanna feel more pain (Я не хочу больше чувствовать боль.)
Ran away from you without saying any words (Бегу от тебя не сказав ни слова)
What I don't wanna lose is love (То, что я не хочу потерять - любовь.)

Through my eyes (Через мои глаза)
Time goes by like tears (Время течет как слезы)
My emotion's losing the color of life (Эмоции теряют краски жизни)
Kill my heart (Убей мое сердце,)
Release all my pain (Пойми мою боль)
I'm shouting out louder (Я кричу все громче и громче,)
Insanity takes hold over me (Безумие завладело мной!)

Turning away from the wall (Отворачиваясь от стены,)
Nothing I can see (Я ничего не вижу...)
The scream deep inside (Крик глубоко внутри)
reflecting another person in my heart (отражает другого человека в моем сердце.)
He calls me from within (Он зовет меня изнутри)
"All existence you see before you ("Все существующее, которое ты видишь перед собой)
must be wiped out : (Должно быть уничтожено: )
Dream, Reality, Memories, (Мечты, Настоящее, Воспоминания прошлого)
and Yourself" (И Сам ты")

I begin to lose control of myself
My lust is so blind, destroys my mind
Nobody can stop my turning to madness
No matter how you try to hold me in your heart
Why do you wanna raise these walls
I don't know the meaning of hatred
My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies
I only want to hold your love

Stab the dolls filled with hate
Wash yourself with their blood
Drive into the raging current of time
Swing your murderous weapon into the belly
"the earth"
Shout and start creating confusion
Shed your blood for pleasure
And what? For love?
What am I supposed to do?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Past and future prison my heart
Time is blind
But I wanna trace my love
on the wall of time, over pain in my heart
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Insane blade stabbing dreams
Try to break all truth now
But I can't heal this broken heart in pain
Cannot start to live, Cannot end my life
Keep on cry

Close my eyes
Time breathes I can hear
All love and sadness
melt in my heart


Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my walls

You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so
You're painting your heart with your blood
You can't say "No"
Only turning the wheel of time
with a rope around your neck
You build a wall of morality and take a breath
from between the bricks
You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them
You're trying to commit suicide
You're satisfied with your prologue
Now you're painting your first chapter black
You are putting the scraps of life together
and trying to make an asylum for yourself
You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage
and
You are trying to kill me

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
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I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live, Do I try to love
in my dream

I'm breaking the wall inside my heart
I just wanna let my emotions get out
Nobody can stop
I'm running to freedom
No matter how you try to hold me in your world
Like a doll carried by the flow of time
I sacrificed the present moment for the future
I was in chains of memory half-blinded
Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams

Close my eyes
Rose breathes I can hear
All love and sadness melt in my heart
Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my mind

Dreams can make me mad
I can't leave my dream
I can't stop myself
Don't know what I am
What lies are truth?
What truths are lies?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
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I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live? Do I try to love?

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An Eternal Bleeding heart
You never wanna breathe your last
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I'm feeling for
A Rose is breathing love
in my life